sorrowness

Everyday , i will open ur facebook juz too see your face and ur status updates ... i really miss u a lots since the day u come to kl to study and i knoe that im not mature enough to be yours special person ...  i feel that im reli useless ... each time when i see ur profile i feel sad and pain for myself being sooo stupid ... for me i feel that actually u love me , i still remember the day u kiss me untill 2day ...1 girl wount kiss another guys when the girl have boy friend~ i really regret that i didt confess to u that day because i dun want to ruin ur relationship between u and that guy ... the things that i want is ( do u love me ??? )  i juz only want to knoe the answer .. no matter hw long u study in russian i will wait the ans forever and ever .. it is hard for me forget about u ... in secondary school , most of the people dun like me because they say that i like to chase other people gf... that y i dun want to confess to u at that time coz i knoe if u accept me more people will hate me ... but at the end i realize that what im doing is wrong and it make suffer a lot of pain that is difficult disappear from my heart .. nw my heart broke into pieces and the one who can fix it is u ... i hope that u see my blog and tell me the truth and the reason that u kiss me that night ... although im sad i juz keep it in my heart and be silence ... i hope my wish will come true 1day ... Iloveyou and imissyou a lots !!!