Guiltiness

                   It seems tat  i'm sad , mood swing just like a weather , everyday i keep on thinking a girl who i LOVE in secondary school ... Every time when i feel i want o let go of and forgets everything tat had happened between me and you ... Now i feel why that time i should back up for u so many times but it seems tat u doesnt realize what i have done for u at secondary school time ... 2day is the 2nd years i break up wif some1    and i still remember  it as clearly as crystal ... tat night i was reli down down ... i feel like wannna drink a lots and drunk lika a crazy teenager ... but u had stopped me ... and i listen to u ... until now i still cant understand  why tat night u kiss me ... i dun knoe weather u knoe tat time i already fall in LOVE wif u ...
                   When i think over right now , i should call back the girl who ask for  break up with me ... At here , i dun care u have seen this blog or not ... JESSIE actually at school i cant be so near with you is because tat time im the Head Boy of the school ... I dun want teachers look down upon me ... i dun knoe weather u got heard  any things from others or not saying tat i love somebody else, actually at tat time im not reli into her yet till she kissed me ... I reli appreciate the moment that my water bottle reach at my side on my drama practice ... Before im going to drama competition at SRI AMAN i feel sad and im try to smile wif every one in the bus ... when i receive ur message i dun knoe wat i should react in front of my frz and my teacher  ... After finish having evening tea wif them i cried like hell ... Tat the was the day im start emoing , at the same time i a;ready knew the girl hu comfort me at tat time juz treat me like her nest BUDDY ONLY ...
                      

                     This year 2012 , i feel guilty because i had made some1 deeply hurt ... i knoe what i did , i knoe u will not forgive me ... The message tat u sent to me last nite is actually for me ... i knoe u havent sleep coz the next day is ur  frz bday ... i knoe nw u hated me a lots because i had hurt u a lots ... At here i wish u , can find a guy who reli LOVE , CARE , LOYAL and TRUST u more than i ...  

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